scarcity

Ya Allah, I don't know why is it lately, I feel so distracted. I feel lost in my own track that I have originally planned to be a perfect pathway for me to reach my goals at the end of this semester. I am just so lost. In the middle, of nowhere.  For the past few weeks I have immersed (not intentionally of course) myself with few events that turned out to be cancelled at the end because of some problems that we, the crew just cannot find a solution for it. It was so devastating for me since I have poured all my energy to it, I have wasted quite a few times of study because of them. I missed the morning class to compensate all my times for sleep. My schedule went all over the places. I couldn't not even handle myself anymore. Nevertheless, I am just a normal human being. And I need rest. For God sake, how on earth people survived university's life? 4 more weeks to final and I've already feel numb. Today's post will be slightly a deeper thoughts than

Program matrikulasi is not that bad, dear. Chill and just hold your grip. Here's to 101 advice how to survive from me Panorama view from my room. Blok Mira tingkat 4. Jenuh naik turun tangga setiap hari. 1. Survive skill level: asian Life dekat matrik tak akan penuh dengan rainbow macam yang awak imagine. Excuse me, matrikulasi is one of pre-university. Macam tingkatan 6 and Asasi jugak. Cuma silibus and how the study's going are different. Eh, nama pun pre-UNIVERSITI, tolong stop fikir cikgu akan tolong bagi jawapan ke bagi lecturer note ke. *cough* we called them pensyarah (Sir/Madam) anyway, so hentikan perangai budak yang awak pernah buat masa sekolah menengah because you will screw yourself later.  Survive skill tu kena kuat.  Sengaja buat seramshit hahaha no la. Ada jugak pensyarah yang baik, yang akan provide lecterur notes tu tapi probably dia just baik untuk 2-3 chapter depan2, yang chapter belakang tu kena cari sendiri. (Precisely to

It has been ages since my last post. What was the title? I can't remember it either. Being a big exam candidate is the worst. Since 1st January, this is my first time I got a chance to write something in my blog. Well you know, homework, books, pen and all that stuff, pretty sure I already get used to it by now. Anyway, story time!  On 6th February, (Stanian hosteler already knew about this) Okay, aspuri najihah hari tu adakan majlis perpisahan untuk Puan Normaya, our Ketua Warden. Bersara daripada Ketua Warden. And of course senior kena handle majlis tu. Saya punyalah perah otak fikirkan aturcara majlis (I was supposed to be the emcee with Nadia) And.. tink! Masa majlis dah nak mula, our PK HEM dah sampai dengan dua anak angkatnya, but suddenly, something happened. One of our junior (form 1) kena r****k. I believe any hosteler tahu apa yang berlaku. Ini adalah kes biasa di asrama. Senior semua kelam kabut pergi bilik sakit untuk selesaikan kes. Semua batch saya d