Functional Freeze: but I Keep On Updating It

this will be a growing post as I intended to type this in, and comeback to it to reflect on it. I know I could just leave in draft, but posting it will pressure me to update it as soon as I should. log update: 22nd February What if I was wrong about myself all this time? log update: 29th January . On December I kinda decided to map out my 2025. Input a lot of events and activities that I'm going to do to fill in the whole year. You know last year was a bit bland, except for the beginning of 2024. I was "freeze"-ing. I did spend a lot of times with family. I was just lacking, myself. On the map I wrote exactly things I can do alone or with anyone (if anyone interested in joining in). I saved a lot of IG reels throughout 2024 with no action plan to do all of them. Oh my god I sounds like my company. Anyways, re-writing it on paper makes it feel legit? It feels real. On January I want to go Build A Bear (which I did!) and want to have dinner with my best friends (yesss w...