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Song Playlist: Novel*

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*interestingly new or unusual. synonyms : unusual, unfamiliar, unconventional, unorthodox, different, fresh, state-of-the-art. Lindsey Stirling for LA Press (source:  LApress  ) First post to talk about my interest in songs! Not sure why am I doing this either. Disclaimer: I don't have any music background but safe to say I've good music sense considering been listening to various music genre since young. Any song can be included if it has great baseline or sincere/deep lyrics (whether it's relevant to me personally or not). My top genre would be hip hop (because I grew up listening to songs from early 2000s era), pop, classical and rock. Alright let's go straight to my list. 1. Sunflower - Younha This has to top my list. Younha sang about struggling to accept yourself after past-trouble that damage one's soul. These lines I pasted below feel surely close to me. Other than that, the rock base made it hit my heart even  deeper. Recommended! I’m go

Of Shutting People Out

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In remembrance of all the silent cries before I sleep, tire wake ups, fake smiles, my friends' hopeful wish, dead walks to the school's office (and sometimes to teachers' room) and all hateful responses been thrown at me. For I sided with the rebellious. Also, all arrogant desires of my friends. For I didn't understand their intention. This post is my first-ever attempt to open up about this matter.    Recently, my bestfriend posted this (darling @zatybaha if you read this, pinjam ye ). Translated in literal to: " It's difficult when you're a good listener. People come to you to tell about their problem but at the same time, you have your own problem and they don't know. So end up, you will help them first before you settle yours. "  Well, it feel magical if we actually get to solve our problem. In my case, I didn't get to solve mine. That's the problem. My forever problem .    My climax of this scenario of helpi